Hindi dapat mangyari iyon!

           May isang lalaki akong napapanaginipan. Ilang beses na rin… my family knows him well.  At first he doesn’t talk to me casually. I will be very lucky if he gives me a nod. Hindi ko naman masabi na attracted ako sa kanya. Well, now that were kinda close, close enough to know what was his realtionship from the past and his current girlfriend. He is really kind and sweet. Komportable ako sa kanya. He always starts simple conversation like asking na “Anong year mo na? Yan ang pinakamasaya sa lahat.” My Mom like him well, hindi ko alam kung bakit ko siya napapanaginipan. It’s a continous story na matagal ang interval. Last night, was the latest and at my dream couple na kami. I mean my initial reaction was “What the hell.”  Siya daw ang sagot sa challenge ng Mom ko about sa boyfriend thing.  He is not that attractive nor gorgeous pero he has an X factor. Bonus na lang ang pagiging mabait at malambing niyang boyfriend. Not that I’ve experience it but I know. 

           Sa panaginip ko pa nung pinakilala ko siya sa Mom ko she was very happy. At ang friends ko naman ang sabi lang “Finally.”  I know he has a girlfriend. Atsaka parang may mali. Isa pa hindi ko nga alam kung gusto ko ba talaga siya. One thing I know unconciously iniisip ko siya. At pati na rin ang subconcious mind ko. Hay… parang hindi ko matangap. Pag nanaginip pa naman ako malapit sa katotohanan. Hindi dapat mangyari ito! At hindi ko dapat siya napanaginipan! Waahhh!